ROSE Healing Room Testimonies

I took an hour out of work Saturday morning, July 25, 2009 and went to the healing room on NW 63rd St., OKC. This is what God gave me:

God said, do you know what your name means? The name Pamela means honey, which is sweet but it can also be used as a topical antibacterial for treatment of infected wounds. Amazing, isn't it! God will continue to heal my wounds and I can help others in their healing process. God said that He has put me on this earth to serve as a healer. That I am very compassionate, despite what others have said to me about NOT being compassionate. I am to be a healer to many people and I can start listening and helping others heal right now. I don't have to be perfect, no one is perfect accept God. God asked that I forgive my Mother for stifling my creativity, for not allowing me to be myself and for silencing me. Since I was 3 years old, my Mother has been silencing me. Telling me to keep secrets. Don't tell anyone.... Don't tell my Father..... Keep my mouth closed....and that is exactly what I have done. Out of repetitiveness and out of fear from various perpetrators in my life. BUT!!! I CAN open my mouth and talk now! No more silence!

Also, God has and will continue to heal the knot in my neck. The 3 people praying for and with me did not know about my neck issue so GOD GAVE THAT TO THEM! I have had a knot in my neck that has been extremely painful on and off for 3 years now. I have been to chiropractors, massage therapist and had doctors look at my neck with no success as to what the problem was . Sometimes a jolt of pain has frozen me in my tracks and made it difficult to breathe. God said to let Him be my chiropractor!

Then a vision was given to one of the people praying for me: I have been stuck up past my ankles in thick, dried mud - which kept me stuck, not allowing me to move, powerless because of the shame and guilt of my sins. But after I was anointed and received prayer - the vision continued with God washing me up to my knees with water. Water continuously flowing like a rushing river and the mud is gone. I am cleansed. I need to ask God to cleanse me everyday. Wash me Lord so I can be free from the battle in my mind, believing the lies that my parents told me and that the devil continues to tell me. NO MORE!

My dreams: God has been trying to heal my hurts through my dreams. This healing is important. I can't be shown some of the hurts while I am awake because they are too painful. As a result, He is giving them to me in my dreams. When I wake up, I need to journal my dreams so God can allow healing to take place. I have been talking the past several months about my dreams to people. They are like I am awake and it's just life happening everyday. The people, the things that occurred when I was younger, all of it in color, just like I was awake and these things are happening. Some of them have been repetitive and sometimes after I wake up...I feel I haven't slept at all because they were so real.

Walls: I have built up many walls around me and around my heart to keep from being hurt. God says I can let those walls down because He is building His own walls for me. God, through the Holy Spirit, is building walls of protection around me, with angels at each gate to keep the enemy out. Trust in the angels that God has assigned to me.

God says that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. THAT I WASN'T A MISTAKE. GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES!!!! BE WHO GOD MADE ME TO BE!!!!

Armor of God: I must use it! The most important for me is that belt of truth. Don't believe the lies from the devil - put on the Belt of Truth! God's truth! Be in His word and STAND on His word! The Armor of God is necessary in this spiritual battle.

Study: What the blood of Jesus has done for me and what His blood promises me!

Isn't GOD AMAZING! God is so mighty and powerful and loving and does EVERYTHING ON PURPOSE!

I am so VERY thankful and blessed to have the R.O.S.E Healing Room available for my healing process and I would encourage all of my sisters to check it out.

Pamela Ann